August Needs to Hurry!
During the deployment, she went home to spend time with her family and I wouldn't blame her. If I had a little one, I would want to go home so the grandparents can see their grandchild grow. It just hurts sometimes knowing I can't just call her up, and tell her to get her butt over to my house for some in depth chats. Justine has helped me through so much, and I am very thankful to have her in my life.
As I watched other girlfriends walk past me, I began to have a lump in my chest that wouldn't go away for a long time. The emotion came over me like a ligthening bolt and hit me hard. I am sure she feels the same way with me sometime because are chats online always end up having the "I wish you were here so we could _____." or "Even though I talked to you yesterday, I feel like I have talked to you in ages." {Justine and I probably can't go more than five hours without saying something when she is here}.
I just need August though. Justine will be back here beside me in August. We will have so much to catch up on, and so much to keep ourselves occupied. Gregg and Taylor {Justine's husband} worry about us when the Army decides to split us apart...And frankly, I am worried as well.
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